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raising the dead in me
hey - so i thought i would blog what we are about... what are we about? (must say quickly i feel a little crazy not using the shift key when needing a capital letter - so debs)
sometimes life seems so slow. and then we listen to amazing singers like regina spektor or dar williams, or this cool singer that is playing on a tape in my kitchen made by luc about ten years ago (he made the tape not the kitchen!)
and then i look at my life and i wonder if i am living it... you know, living the dream? i used to think that i knew what my dreams wre. to be a good guy and help people, serve god in all my life. now that feels a little distant and i prefer to serve myself - i want some 'me' time, but that's not allowed.
so what is the dream? the dream is to be who i am living the way that is living life to the full. and that is right now, i dont want to have to wait to win big brother (chantelle won tonight with the quote that she was living the dream - some dream, eh?!) i want to be living it everyday.
but what haunts on my mind is that God (used the shift key there, seemed appropriate) wants us to seek first his kingdom and then all these things will come aong. i'm scared that's not true. i am scared that i will seek his kingdom and remain confused, a little unsettled and watch while the world has more to offer than my religion.
maybe thats faith... belief that every valley has an end, and that we are stronger better people for going through it. lets hope so.
NEWSFLASH!
Joined the gym this week. Ache like hell at the moment. Can't really move upper-body that well. Typing painful. But it gets better. On Wednesday I have a meeting with the personal trainer at the gym to work out a 16-week programme (and each week i need to go to the gym three times!!). So i shall get used to this feeling of pain...
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Princess Alexis
(28.1.06 18:36)
My life is over Debs. I just got a bit whimsical whilst watching my beloved 'Australian Princess' and with the internet close at hand...i looked up who gets crowned. Bloody hell, the suspense is gone, its not even Wendy. Im gutted. Off to the union with me...
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debs
(30.1.06 22:52)
i don't like the new blog layout. I dont like it. I also don't like the wanton disregard for limbs and greenery that apprently takes place at bridge street when i am absent.
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